Confusion Is Nothing New.

*xx. ashiqah _]]

Yeah.... today is supposedly to be my actual 15th Birthday. But what the fuck am I doing here at home blogging?? I should be out with my family at least. However, as usual, my birthday every year is a disaster when it comes to spending it with my family. My mum will always some how turn to a freaking bad mood and everything goes all wrong. Today's just like any normal day I have. My dad and two younger brothers are at my grandparents house and my mum... she's having her dragonboat class. Sounds like a wonderful birthday to you??
How I wish I could turn back time to yesterday and celebrate my birthday again with my friends.

I have to thank LIRONG a lot for organizing the bbq although it didn't really go as planned. But so what? we still had a bbq anyway, survivor style? hahaha. Thanks AQIL, HAFIZAH and the rest for being there.
AQIL: My first birthday with you!! Heee. I had loads of fun with you before the bbq started. From the long bus ride to buying food stuff for the bbq and to walking under the rain and sitting outside the toilet till the rain stopped. hahaha. Why outside the toilet, pple may ask? Bcos out of the freaking whole stretch of the beach, there was only one shelter and it was packed. So we had no other choice. Sadly, you had to leave early): Nevertheless, I love every milisecond I have with you. And thanks for the freaking awesome necklace! Love it :DD and also the sand sculpture you build! :DD

About the BBQ....
We had problems getting the bbq started cos we didn't book a pit. But who cares. Lirong they all managed to dig a hole at the beach and started a fire there. Everything actually fell into place. nth wrong really happened. Just that Aqil couldn't be there): and I didn't had my other closest friend to celebrate with.

LIRONG: I'll repeat once again.... Thanks for organizing the bbq. I really really enjoyed that day very much. I'll treasure it as no one has ever done something like that for me. Thanks for the huge huge red card too!! I'll hang it up my room wall. hahaha. You really have been a wonderful friend to me(:

HAFIZAH: Thank you also for helping out Lirong with the bbq stuff. Thanks for spending and wasting our time walking along the beacc. Picking up seashells and taking photo of the beautiful scenery. hahaha. My phone camera sucks! hehehe. Had lots of fun with you too. Lastly, thanks for necklace!! (:

And thanks to the other peeps who were there too! (Edwin, CK, Kian Leong, Everett, Regina, Vanessa, Jian Chang(sp?), Finn, Pei Yu, Zhen Wei) Catherine also for helping out but couldn't be there.

THANKS ALSO.....
ANNA: For the wonderful poem, the cute santa, the nice necklace and the cute notepad. hahaha. Actually most of all, I wanna thank you for being my closest friend, for being there for me whenever I needed help. The poem says it all. I had a nice and funny flashback while reading the poem. Kept smiling to myself. hahaha. BATH ESTATE!!! I'm gonna keep this 'speech' short and save it for your birthday (very very soon!!). hehe

SHERMAN: For the cute pencil case and those key chains. Seriously damn cute. You made me so scared to open your present. I don't know why also. hahaha. Thanks for all the laughter too!
:DD

To the rest for the presents and those who wished me too. (Catherine, Wainee, Sherye, Xinni, Clara, Beverly, Taufik, Ting Ting, Shenesse, Jia En(rosyth), Alice, Christie, Shirri, Yuen Sze, Smita, Rytha)
So there is it. This post was actually to say thanks to almost everyone. Just realised there's a lot of "thanks" in here. hehehe. Sorry if I accidentaly left anyone out.

Love you people!!! hahaha
:DD

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