Oookay.... I somehow feel obliged to post. But ohh why not, since my blog is dying, I shall relive it. School has ended and holidays have 'officially' started, I guess? The last week of school wasn't exactly how I wanted to spent it. PSL camp... Free day... Getting report book cum Maths Olympiad. Let's start with the camp.... What can I say about this?? Obviously there were things that had gone wrong. Like our schedule being pushed back, games changed and stuff like that. However, the camp, I could say it was still quite okay. Fun most of the times especially during the mass games. That's like the only high point of the camp. hahaha. The one thing I hate about this camp was the debriefs after debriefs. Gosh, it was like hell. Sec ones debrief... sec two/ three facils debrief and then finally exco debrief. Serious lack of sleep for that two nights. I freaking tried my best not to sleep during the debriefs but I think I slipped into slumber land for quite a number of times. hehehe. The first night of the camp was o.m.g.!!! Totally never sleep throughtout the whole night. Well, maybe at most 15 minutes? while waiting for the sec ones to gather, me, Lirong, Aqil and Jerald slept on the floor. Nevertheless, I won't forget that morning cos something special happened(: So the second day of camp..... had the outdoor adventure games thingy, wet games and many more. I was the station master for one of the games and since there were aprroximately 30mins intervals after each group came, i managed to catch some sleep. hehehe. Better than no sleep, i guess. hahaha. ---skip--- mass games with SC!! That was what I've been looking forward to for this camp. Really had lots of fun although most of the times I was just sitting up on stage with Aqil playing the radio(: Never wanted it to end. I think after that was debrief again! Sian!! The exco debrief was a killer, I swear. I couldnt tahan any longer, my eyes were like gonna close anytime soon and the aircon was freeeezing. It was like a dream eventhough I was awake, like everything was floating. And I don't like that feeling. So like finally at around 2am plus it ended. Bathe... took matresses from other dorms and dragged it all the way to the conference room. And we excos, slept there. All of us dozed off at around 3am. At last can sleep already but just for 3 hours. Once again, better than no sleep at all. Third and final day of camp.... Woke up at 6am. First one to wake up cos of my alarm. hahaha. I was still so bloody damn sleepy. After that, slowly one by one wake up. Breakfast then area cleaning by sec ones. After all of that was done, we packed up, loaded our stuffs into the bus and we set off back to school. Camp was officially over. Tried to catch some sleep in the bus, but I can't. Partly cos monkey kept disturbing me when i tried to sleep. hahaha. But I don't mind actually(: Reached school after 30-45 mins. Unloaded the stuffs from the bus and put them into the student hub. And then we had a mini meeting there. Discussed about some issues and stuff. After that, I was trying to rush back up to class. I managed to look through my Amaths paper. Can say that I improved alot from common test(: From a fail to an A1 baby!! Then I think it was CE, miss ming came in to discuss about the Speech Day thing. Slept through the whole period cos I was really damn sleepy. After CE was over, the whole class went to the com lab to do some survey shit. And school was finally over. Went around school to look for teachers for my papers. Managed to check through my Physics and Geography. I'm so damn careless for both papers but I think i scored fairly well for them. Still can do better though... Then, me, Hafizah, Anna and Lirong went to the canteen to eat a little before heading back home. Walked home together. At home, I unpacked my bag, washed up and slept all the way till 8pm. hahaha. Freaking nice sleep. After that, at night still can sleep somemore.
Free Day!!!... What an enjoyable day, I must say. My class went to East Coast. Waited for quite a while before we could get going cos Isaac had to do stuff and Eldora and Bryn didn't call the school up to inform us that they weren't coming. So yeah we had to wait. And we set off at around 8 plus plus. Reached East Cost at around 9. We were supposed to be doing bonding activities but I dont know why Miss Nai let us do anything we want. So me, Anna, Smita, Clara, Gwee Yuan, Yuan Ning, Elaine, Beverly and can't rmb who else, went to rent bikes. We cycled to some eating place, rest and got drinks. After that Elaine, Yuan Ning and Beverly decided to go back. So Smita came up with an idea to cycle all the way to Changi Beach. And me and the rest followed her since we had alot of time. It was a looong and tiring journey but still we really had lots of fun. We didnt exactly cycled all the way to Changi Beach but stopped just somewhere along the runway of Changi Airport. Cycled back to East Coast. Man my legs were like jelly! But I would love to do that again. THANKS SMITA!!!! Assembled at Macs and we were dismissed shortly after. Part of the class went for bowling. Me, Gwee Yuan and Anna went home. Met Elaine at the bus stop. And it was home sweet home(:
Friday, Last day of school ): Could go to school at a later time. I forgot what we did for the first half an hour but the last half an hour, we got back our report books. YAY!!! I'm kinda proud of myself. Really.... I never thought that I would do this good. But still I could do so much better especially for Malay!! 7th in class and level(: After that, had Maths Olympiad -.- absolutely boooring!!!! The teacher told us to do the qns on our own. I tried to do them and halfway through I gave up and slept. hehehe. I've been sleeping in class these few days. I have to stop it!!! When the lesson was over, i dropped by Sherman's house to pass him some form then walked home with monkey(: Spent an hour plus talking with him under my block before he had to leave for prayers(:
I hate holidays!! I prefer having school. Well... at least there's still extra classes and stuff next week. And softball tranings (sian!!!!). I think I shall end off here. BYE!!!! Happy Holidays pple!! :DD
I'll Treasure Those Short Moments We Spent Together(:
at 6:11 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Paranoid? Maybe.
*xx. ashiqah _]]
Exams officially starts in two days' time. A lot of drama shits have been happening lately. What a wonderful time for all of this to occur! I just hope I'll be able to concentrate on studying for now. Get Mid Year over and done with. I need my older brother by my side now. Seems like he's the only one I can fully trust and talk about things. Sadly, he's away, serving NS. Although he will come back during the weekends, I still don't have the time to talk to him cos he'll usually go out with his friends. I hate the feeling that I'm being pushed aside. (not referring to my brother) I hate having to always feel that I've done wrong to someone. I hate pretending that everything's okay. But these are all just feelings. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I think it's my fault for putting myself through all these shit. I'm gonna try to put all of these behind, concentrate and do well for exams. Hopefully what I'm feeling/ thinking is not true.
So people, All The Best For Mid Year. Study Smart!!
Behind A Simple Smile, Lies A Whole Lot Of Pain.
at 7:40 PM
me.
ASHIQAH
05 July 94
15 yrs young Rosythian
Peicaian Air Rifler
Softballer
Chinese Muslim
bffcbf/bestie ANNA
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