Exams officially starts in two days' time. A lot of drama shits have been happening lately. What a wonderful time for all of this to occur! I just hope I'll be able to concentrate on studying for now. Get Mid Year over and done with. I need my older brother by my side now. Seems like he's the only one I can fully trust and talk about things. Sadly, he's away, serving NS. Although he will come back during the weekends, I still don't have the time to talk to him cos he'll usually go out with his friends. I hate the feeling that I'm being pushed aside. (not referring to my brother) I hate having to always feel that I've done wrong to someone. I hate pretending that everything's okay. But these are all just feelings. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I think it's my fault for putting myself through all these shit. I'm gonna try to put all of these behind, concentrate and do well for exams. Hopefully what I'm feeling/ thinking is not true.
So people, All The Best For Mid Year. Study Smart!!
Behind A Simple Smile, Lies A Whole Lot Of Pain.
at 7:40 PM
me.
ASHIQAH
05 July 94
15 yrs young Rosythian
Peicaian Air Rifler
Softballer
Chinese Muslim
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