What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
*xx. ashiqah _]]
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in Cos I got time while he's got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos he's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving) I'm falling to pieces (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven) Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in Cos I got time while he's got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break No it don't break No it don't break even no What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces yeah I'm falling to pieces yeah (One still in love while the other ones leaving) I'm falling to pieces (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven) Oh it don't break even no Oh it don't break even no Oh it don't break even no
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*xx. ashiqah _]]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN!!!!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday
hahahaha
:DD
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*xx. ashiqah _]]
Okie I'll summarise all the July birthdays so far..
Happy Birthday to....
Catherine - 3rd July
Beverly - 4th July
Me, Ting Ting & Mdm Faridah - 5 July
Shirri and grandad - 6 July
Ci Jing - 7th July
Alice and PohChoo - 8th July
Coming soon....
Wainee - 14th July
Jia En (rosyth) - 16th July
Clara - 22nd July
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*xx. ashiqah _]]
ALICE!!!! Sorry for the one day late post. hehehe.
Just wanted to wish you a....
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!
You're one year older now!!
Hope you had a wonderful birthday.
All the best in everything you do.
Enjoy your secondary life while it last. (:
Thanks for the memorable and fun last 2 years of primary school.
You really had and have been a great friend. Never failed to make me laugh and be there for me whenever.
Don't lose contact!!! Hope to see you very soon!!
Still remember your name backwards.... ROKECILA !!
I really missed those old times with Abigail and the rest.... laughing at almost every little thing
Hahaha
I Miss You!!!
Once again... Happy Birthday!!!
Love Always,
:DD
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*xx. ashiqah _]]
Yeah.... today is supposedly to be my actual 15th Birthday. But what the fuck am I doing here at home blogging?? I should be out with my family at least. However, as usual, my birthday every year is a disaster when it comes to spending it with my family. My mum will always some how turn to a freaking bad mood and everything goes all wrong. Today's just like any normal day I have. My dad and two younger brothers are at my grandparents house and my mum... she's having her dragonboat class. Sounds like a wonderful birthday to you??
How I wish I could turn back time to yesterday and celebrate my birthday again with my friends.
I have to thank LIRONG a lot for organizing the bbq although it didn't really go as planned. But so what? we still had a bbq anyway, survivor style? hahaha. Thanks AQIL, HAFIZAH and the rest for being there.
AQIL: My first birthday with you!! Heee. I had loads of fun with you before the bbq started. From the long bus ride to buying food stuff for the bbq and to walking under the rain and sitting outside the toilet till the rain stopped. hahaha. Why outside the toilet, pple may ask? Bcos out of the freaking whole stretch of the beach, there was only one shelter and it was packed. So we had no other choice. Sadly, you had to leave early): Nevertheless, I love every milisecond I have with you. And thanks for the freaking awesome necklace! Love it :DD and also the sand sculpture you build! :DD
About the BBQ....
We had problems getting the bbq started cos we didn't book a pit. But who cares. Lirong they all managed to dig a hole at the beach and started a fire there. Everything actually fell into place. nth wrong really happened. Just that Aqil couldn't be there): and I didn't had my other closest friend to celebrate with.
LIRONG: I'll repeat once again.... Thanks for organizing the bbq. I really really enjoyed that day very much. I'll treasure it as no one has ever done something like that for me. Thanks for the huge huge red card too!! I'll hang it up my room wall. hahaha. You really have been a wonderful friend to me(:
HAFIZAH: Thank you also for helping out Lirong with the bbq stuff. Thanks for spending and wasting our time walking along the beacc. Picking up seashells and taking photo of the beautiful scenery. hahaha. My phone camera sucks! hehehe. Had lots of fun with you too. Lastly, thanks for necklace!! (:
And thanks to the other peeps who were there too! (Edwin, CK, Kian Leong, Everett, Regina, Vanessa, Jian Chang(sp?), Finn, Pei Yu, Zhen Wei) Catherine also for helping out but couldn't be there.
THANKS ALSO.....
ANNA: For the wonderful poem, the cute santa, the nice necklace and the cute notepad. hahaha. Actually most of all, I wanna thank you for being my closest friend, for being there for me whenever I needed help. The poem says it all. I had a nice and funny flashback while reading the poem. Kept smiling to myself. hahaha. BATH ESTATE!!! I'm gonna keep this 'speech' short and save it for your birthday (very very soon!!). hehe
SHERMAN: For the cute pencil case and those key chains. Seriously damn cute. You made me so scared to open your present. I don't know why also. hahaha. Thanks for all the laughter too!
:DD
To the rest for the presents and those who wished me too. (Catherine, Wainee, Sherye, Xinni, Clara, Beverly, Taufik, Ting Ting, Shenesse, Jia En(rosyth), Alice, Christie, Shirri, Yuen Sze, Smita, Rytha)
So there is it. This post was actually to say thanks to almost everyone. Just realised there's a lot of "thanks" in here. hehehe. Sorry if I accidentaly left anyone out.
Love you people!!! hahaha
:DD
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What Day Is It?
*xx. ashiqah _]]
It's Catherine's 15th birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHERINE!!!!!
Hope you have a wonderful birthday
And a blessed and awesome year ahead.
All the best in everything you do!
Thanks for being there for me, never hesitating to lend a listening ear and a helping hand whenever I need one.
I really really appreciate it.
Today is your day, have fun although you'll be spending it on Speech Day,
At least your friends are around you on your exact birthday.
Don't be too stressed up, I'm sure this day will go on smoothly.
Enjoy it!!
Happy birthday once again, my awesome softball partner!!!
Love ya!
:DD
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*xx. ashiqah _]]
ANYONE KNOWS AND HAVE THE SONG ENTITLED "TAKE ME AS I AM" BY JACK AND RAI?!?!?!?!
If you do, please please kindly send it to me. Thanks!!(:I'll Never Ask For Anyone But You
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